Referral Wanted

I've heard that the science
of beating the blues

has improved
since the days of
ice baths
and seizures
and that
electroshock treatment
can jumpstart a brain
back into a positive mode
. . . .
I know the old way could almost
erase
the offending memories
have they fixed that?
I hope not.
I want a blank slate
a few missing years
relieving me of the pain
of remembering
my sins
and your pain
and replacing it with
nothing. . . .